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i havent been on in a while, i got fired from my job, and life is pretty stressfull. my sister marie made a good suggestion about moving in with my sister desirae. im thinking about it. 

MF well when you just get up and leave me
like at lunch i would turn around and you wouldnt be there anymore

JF but i would always be back

MF yeah but i felt bad because you would be there and then you would be gone

JF i just wanted a chip

MF yeah just one chip
like you would walk to the vending machine and buy a bag of chips
take one out 
and then put them back

i love my friends

paycheck!

250.53
150.00 cash in hand
40.00 in gas tank

40.00 spent today

i bought some tarot cards the tao oracle

-rubaiyat of omar khayyam

-slab rat

-transmission

-“relax” tee

and some other cool stuff like some vinyl’s and such

work tomorrow at 11

wooooo

i cut all my hair off
i havent tumbl’d in a long time

im just a little lost right now 

so yesterday i canceled my savings account, and just kept my checking. but wells fargo hasnt sent me my debit card in the mail so i have to use checks, and a lot of places do not accept checks. i was really upset when i went into zips yesterday and all i wanted was a 44oz soda but no, “umm we dont accept checks” and to top it all off i didnt get my tips yesterday, because somehow samson didnt give me any. then i left my wallet in hauser at blythes house, and logan said he would get it last night when he dropped brandie off at kyles, but he didnt. so that was cool this morning when i went to go get it from him and he didnt even fucking bother to tell me. 

and i work today from 2-close
i better get my tips today

ugh 

-frustrated-

i need my debit card to come in the mail, and i need a day at the beach with melissa and janelly.
♥

so i decided i want to move out of idaho
and im not sure if i want to live with logan and nolan
but i do want to live with one of my friends
maybe in a houseboat?

okay so the one i want is somewhere around the 1,000,000.00 mark
but still, i want one

i dont know anymore what i want to do living wise, i know i want to go to an art school, and live somewhere in a city, and live with one of my friends maybe.  

PS i really hate the new myspace interface

H4MST3R!

im getting one ^_^
me and kerstyn are going to petco tomorrow

i have the day off, and i get my tips on friday, but all my money goes straight to the bank. annnd i almost have no gas and i hope my dad gives me more money. im sleepy, and i have massive hickeys on my neck. the team at jamba made fun of me lulz.

*note to self
dont let crazy ex girlfriend stay the night -rape- -rape-

i need some hookah

OHZ!
i tried an orange dream machine today and finished carrot training and started at the till today, i hope not too many custies noticed my neck.

ill blog more tomorrow
but im really excited for the hamster

kerstyn gave me her awesome cage, and yeah.

peace out cubscout !

reading :

thoughts without a thinker

-Mark Epstein

so far so good, im not that far in, but i will be soon

off to work!